I have a lot of people that calls me names, no not bad names.
" Angel " "my shine of the day " "the light of my day " "Teh one that makes me happy".
All these names mean a lot to me really, but what's so -great- about me that everyone loves about?
I know I am very friendly, open-minded, caring and loving.
But what else? Is there a specific reason why am I so loved?
I mean... take a look at this screenshot and see how many contacts I have. (probably 20% doesnt talk to me anymore..)

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sometimes it goes even worse, as soon as I sign in, there is people talking to me, but no it's not just 1 or 4. It's MANY.

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I am not complaining about people loving me, but in fact. I've had people telling me "Felipe, you are popular!"
And my reply will always be "I am not popular"
Because -being- popular means nothing to me. Here is a sentence.

Dear FA:
I use you to watch my daily pr0n, Fap to it, then fav it.
I honestly use it for socializing, making friends, and good relationships (I am taken by the way!).
Please, I don't want to be popular, and I ever get to be one.
Don't let people go crazy about me.

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But really, there is people even confessing their TRUE love for me, and I just blush and I say "Awww....thanks!"
I dont know... I am not complaining, I'm just saying all these things because it makes me wonder what's in me that everyone loves?

For the people that really love me. Don't stop loving me. To my friends. Don't stop loving me either. This journal is aimed to nobody. I am just saying what's on my mind that is all.

Thanks for reading.
~Felipe the two-tailed fox.

Yush, I know I'm not really active there but I check every often.
It's a nice forum for all Tails fans there and pretty popular too.
Give it a go, it has nice folks and good admins, they are friendly. :3

Go and show how proud you are to be a Tails Freak by joining this forum. n.n

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~Felipe The Fox

To:

I don't know what's bugging you, I don't know what could be wrong on where you are, I don't know if we did something you didn't like.
I'm just worried about what happened to you.
Ever since you left from NY on August, probably the best 5 days I've had in a long time.
Very enjoyable, fun and entertaining, just enjoying the time together, walking around the high buildings, sharing time and go outside at 12am around Times Square and just laugh at stupid things and conversations.
I really enjoyed that, and for the people that do not know you.
You are a wonderful person and very caring and nice as well and it was a honor to have you around America and even spend a few nights on NY.
Very enjoyable moments, moments that I don't think I've had in a long time. It just felt different and happy and stress-free.
you know...I wish you could be here right now, reading this as I type it so you will know that these words are coming from inside and they are not just words because I try to sound nice.
I don't know what happened, your auto-reply on MSN did worry me a lot, specially the last sentence of it. It made me worry a lot about you and I don't know where you are or what is going on. But I do hope it get's better. You know you have friends here that will care for you, and you know we will help you and you know this fox will make you feel better, since you actually saw me and you actually know that I would because I can and because I do want you to feel better.
Dino...whatever happened before this journal was written, I hope it get's better, and I hope it lights up.
Just remember, there is always someone outside of the real life, that will always be able to hear you.
~with love

- Felipe the Fox

People say the husband of darkness is light... well, what happened to me was more than just a miracle.
I already took my stuff out of my old room and moved into my dad's friend's basement, I asked the lady if I could sleep there for a month or two until I find a place to live. (I've known her for a LOOONG time)
She said that will be okay to live as long as I pay her, I don't know how much I will be paying or if I'll be paying at all, I'll take care of that later but the good thing about this whole thing is the fact that I'm safe, I have somewhere to sleep and live and I have nothing to worry about anymore.

== I AM SAFE ==
I will go to the church after 4 years and thank god for doing this because this my friends was more than just a miracle... (Im not a religious person but I have noone to thank this)

For everyone who's concerned I am fine, I'll be alright but I will still be less offline than usual.

Take care you all.

Emergency indeed....and good lord what horrible news.
Remember before when I said I had a few days left? Well, this is totally different.
Today there was a serious inspection and apparently, the guy found out that I was living there and well... to the point:
I have 24 hours from the time of this journal is posted to leave my house and find another place to live. I can't live here anymore... *sigh*
I can't say more anymore... I'll see you all later
~Tailsfox

EDIT: EDIT: Since this is an emergency... and I know Ill be having a very short luck here but what the heck.
I live in Stamford, Connecticut - USA. If someone is willing to let me live in your place for a few weeks, I'll be very well appreciate it, heck I'll even pay you for every week I stay there. I know its stupid asking for this right now...but All I can do right now is search for a new place to live ASAP.
the positive is that I can keep my stuff in my room the only thing they want me to do is not "live" there anymore and by that is me not sleeping there.

I can go to sleep at my grandmother's or friend's house for a few weeks and return to my own room at any time as long as I dont sleep there
but I'll be fine foxie. It isn't the worst yet
They told me not to live there not to completely move my stuff out. However, I will have to still look for a new apartment