there is really not much to do here, once your alone and by yourself totally, you get used to be alone and your mood, personality changes. I don't know about you but I feel sometimes that I changed. I'm not the little two tailed fox that was known in 2005. He changed to be a bit more serious, at least that's what I feel. It really feels weird not to be able to start a conversation with anyone, or at least someone as addicted to Sonic as I am. People say my obsession has no limits. I say my imagination has no limits, neither my obsession for Sonic and video games in general.
Right now, I'm looking right next to me and I see the skies covered in tears, the tears fall on the ground or what we call our city. Ironically, today was a sad or "not in the mood" kind of day and it is raining a lot here. I don't know what is going on with me really.
I really want to say more things, I just don't know how to put it on words, neither explain it on voice. I think it's something that only myself can figure out but it won't go public. There is a hole above me and that hole needs to be filled with something. I don't know what that could be, but sure it needs some attention.
the same routine...everyday...in circles...again, and again and again...
I just feel alone, very. Just feel like squeezing someone and cry on their shoulder but at the same time, feel relaxed and feel loved if you know what I mean. Heh, I'll stop acting emo. See you later.
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Also, I've to be sorry that we can't really start a convo about stuff you do like. I think I'm not that much of a Sonic-nerd, but I know a girl who adores Tails like mad...
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Meh.
But yeah anyways, that's what happens to people; if they can't fulfill the need of care and love... Commonly, others either let the hole grow bigger and do nothing, or cover it up and hide it, or fill it with mundane things like a new car or a new bike; etc... If you wish to fill this hole that tends to grow ever larger, focus on things you care greatly about and grow ever closer bonds with others...fill this hole with much richer experiences than the blander...
...don't just necessarily obtain another contact on your contact list to have leisurely conversations with, but strengthen old friendships and grow a strong mutual relationship that you can always rely on.
Even having a strong goal or philosophy to stand by can help greatly, not necessarily aiming to occupy your time; but trying to become a person that's just a little better than how you were yesterday...
There are paths that people continue to walk down, good and bad; and you can either choose to walk with others or alone, the choice is ultimately yours.
hope this helps... ^_^;
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"Blank minds result in unfulfilled potentials."
Comeon, your allways welcome to my chat if ya want someone to talk to
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